20071030

hello i'm going off to china soon on wednesday and today's actually monday night, ok tuesday morning 12.43 am. boooooo i really don't want to go china. i'm going to die die die):

anyway, my birthday's gna be in china and i dont care send me greeting through sms if not no one celebrate my birthday there i very sad): haha:D lala so we celebrated my birthday on saturday during dinner(: oh and we watched the seeker haha, quite nice(:

ok before birthday dinner photos, let me show you a retarded thing my brother has been doing out of boredom. (lahlah i know you will laugh:D HAHA)


the game starts like that, cute?
btw, the fishes will produce money-.- then you collect it and with the money either buy more small fishes or buy other aquarium pets.

ANYWAY, THEN BOOM BECOMES LIKE THAT:


cause there's this pet that gives birth to small fishes and plus he bought some fishes. btw, blue fishes are fishes that are super good and produce diamonds.

small fishes --> medium fishes --> big fishes --> diamond (king) fishes

haha and then there are like different aquarium pets, like star catchers, the pregnant fish, etc all have diff advantages to your aquarium.


anyway then there was madness and my brother said "ok i'm going to do something mad" and he flooded the whole tank with small little fishes by clicking on the "buy small fish" button like madddddd i was going "WTH ARE YOU DOING" omg haha! which resulted in overpopulation therefore not enough food to feed all fishes and that's why you see green fishes (starving/dying fishes) and white cross eyed upside down fishes (dead cause no food). omg he's such a retard. he thinks he's funny. hahahaaaaaaaaa.

soooo on saturday, we went to this restaurant at cathay and the people there were so cool, they surprised me with a customised cap for me and a nice photo/postcard(: like super sweet yay!








ok this picture was taken because lahlah wanted to take a pic of me and i didnt want her to so i used the cap as a cover(: haha! but cute right!(:




i love dear lahlah<3 haha!

anyway that last picture was a random picture when my auntie offered to take another picture(: haha but lahlah and i love it it's so funny! love love loveeeeeee<3 lahlah miss meeee when i'm away(:

i love oc too!(: hahahhhhhhh yay(:

ok china here i come! 2 weeks bahhhhh miss me! seeyou all laterrrrr(:
20071022

hello you know what, i don't feel like going china anymore! it's like, 2 weeks ahhh i don't know why i'm making this big fuss about it but i just don't feel like going. and besides, what's there to look forward to when it's like 2 weeks of studying in chinese and doing chinese SIA (for next year)? ok, maybe except for the shopping (hahah yayyyyyyy better shop more!)

anyway, i'm having weird mood changes nowadays, one moment i'm freaking high/happy/floating in the air the other moment i'm super irritated/frustrated/depressed/emo. yea it's really weird! i don't like it either, trust me. and i get irritated over the slightest stuff):

ok i shall write here really big:
I LOVE LAHLAH FOREVER(:
YOU'RE THE BEST<3

ok i know i told you all those stuff on the phone the other day, but i decided that even if i still believe in it, you'll be the exception of what i said, ok? yupppp muackkkkkssss i love you lahlah!(: we've not met in a thousandddddd years omg we sooooo must meet! ooh oohhhhhhhh sunday come celebrate my birthday! cause on the day of my birthday i'm in china so my dad's suggesting this sunday, come ok? yay, i love you the most(: i'll def buy you something from china! first on the list haha(:

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ok you know what, i have decided parents can get really irritating when it comes to some things. they just like, don't understand you know?

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ooh my dad bought me the newest ipod nano that's square and cute with the big screen and it's green! (not pink cause no pink aw!): ) but anyway super happyyyyyy hahaha i love my dad too now hahaha!

ok i told you this post is contradicting cause my mood's damn weird but whatever!(: discovery centre tmr, hurahhhhhh no more stupid lectures in school! i hate those stupid lectures cause i keep sleeping! even if they are special interest lectures! D:

btw it's my mum's birthday today! my dad so loves my mum, totally sweet(: haha, ok better go, and gna laugh at funny youtube videos again (totally hilarious), seeya i love you!(:
20071009

We're done with end of years! yahooooooooo(: and i watched secret ytd, and cried like maddddddd hahahha ok not going to talk about it, people i talked to ytd know(:

supposed to be out with lahlah today, but her mum suddenly doesnt allow): sigh, that's ok, i'm on the phone with her now haha! and i helped her with her xanga(: hurah, i feel like watching e mo zai shen bian again. i shall make it a point to watch zhuan jiao yu dao ai(:

ok, i'm off to slack and do nothing again for the rest of the day, goodbye!(:

and not so bad mood already, cause there's no more exams, whooo!
20071006

aye, it's nearly 1am and i'm still super awake. why, because i totally screwed bio today because i screwed my essay questions all worth 10marks each i didnt finish the 7 mark one and i wrote the function of liver for the pancreas and the function of pancreas for liver yay shoot me so 6+7=13 already and i totally didnt understand mode of action of enzyme so i wrote crap about optimum pH and temperature and actually i had to write about the lock and key hypothesis - oh wait yea i wrote about it but i only wrote that it binds to the binding site and then products get released and wow it's like 5 marks yay so screwed so after i went home i didnt feel like doing anything cause i was feeling horrid so i went to sleep for the whole day and i think i slept more than any of the nights of this week.

dont feel like writing punctuation much and i just feel totally awake although i want to sleep cause i dont have anything to do now and i dont want to study physics because i'm so boredddddddd with studying wth today's paper was the only bio paper i can actually DO the questions and yet i screwed it up by not finishing and writing opposite functions which idiot does things like i do? oh btw i was writing 'transpiration pull' for the 7 mark question (processes involved in pulling water up the plant or something) and i wrote 'T-R-A' 'STOP WRITING' wth and i just stunned and put down my pen cause i kind of got a shock omg so stupid i think i should have finished writing the 'transpiration pull' then maybe can get one more mark or something argh.

goddddddddd sarah's going escape on sunday omg i want to go and i totally need to cut my hair because my fringe's like shit and it's kind of long - or maybe cause these few days are too humid and i feel like my hair's sticking all over my neck ewwwww.

i've been sleeping too little the whole week......but now i feel like i slept too much today omg you know what happens when you sleep too much? you feel more tired......like your body's very heavy and you dont want to move. and i was falling asleep for a while during bio paper today so i decided to drink coffee during break and it kind of worked so i didnt feel sleepy the whole day but i still slept anyway.

SO I'M FREAKING AWAKE NOW OMG WHAT TO DO. DIE MAN i'm wasting my time away.

k i shall go er, force myself to sleep......or something.whatever, can't wait for physics to be over yay goodbye world.

P.S i love those lovely donuts and i love bubbletea!

no matter how i wait
i cant go
like a dummy crying
next to you
only gave me pain
without you noticing
are you telling me to leave?

i miss you
i miss you
to the point where i hate myself
i want to cry
i want to kneel down
if only everything didnt happen

searching the memories where i loved you crazily
those memories haunt me
but i cant hide from this love any longer
i shouldnt do this
but i miss you to death
but i miss you to death
20071004

hello, chem was a killerrrrrr. and i thought chem would be my saviour. and it's the hardest paper. like yay? why couldnt they make the whole paper full of mole concept questions instead of weird application of 'acids salts and bases' questions. like wth who knows aluminium pots 'contaminate' food and why? chem - no link?

it's like as every paper/day goes by it just makes our lives sadder. and demoralize us by setting killer papers like that. depression level (and self confidence) decrease every day..

and ytd my mum was like cursing me to fail my exams. and next years exams somemore. wow think so far eh. argh totally hate her. totally know how sarah felt/feel. mothers just want to take over our lives.

ok i better to study stupid biology now before i fail really badly tmr and my mum kills me and i'll never see the world again goodbye
(but what's the point man i totally already know i'm going to fail bio because i always do anyway)
totally can't wait for monday, would it quick come like hurry hurry hurry god i'm dying